Shivering

I'm leaving tomorrow morning I think. It will be good for me, just to get away from everything.

I don't know what to do. I feel so destroyed.

I don't really know why I am like this, I shouldn't.

But I am.

I'm lying in my bed, I feel like a freak.

I just wanna dig a hole and go down and hide in it. Hide until someone comes to pick me up, and that person I will adore for the rest of my life.

I'm going to sleep soon, under my blanket, that will be my hole for now.

Maybe I'll post something tomorrow morning.

Otherwise. I love you.

Happy Easter